this picture says it all for how our day has been...

poor little sunshine isn't feeling well. I thought she was over her cold and sickness this last weekend but today she was back at it. grumpy, constantly attached to my mama's milk, and she was hot. poor babe went to sleep tonight with a 103 degree fever. I hope she kicks it by tomorrow, I hate seeing her sick.

There are just some times that it is hard to be a mom. The third time I tried to put her down for a nap and she wouldn't go I almost lost it. I had to walk away into another room to regain my composure. It wasn't her fault, she just couldn't rest without me there. Part of me wishes I had just given in the first time and slept with her, instead of trying to leave her in bed alone. poor sick little babe.

I will pray tonight for more patience with her tomorrow. And I will pray that her body bucks up and heals itself. All I can do is pray and help as much as I can. Let her nurse every twenty minutes and carry her from room to room. It's not like I have anything else that needs to get done, right? That actually is right. Tomorrow is her day.

I declare it so.

so on that note, happy M day tomorrow, and g'night...