We had a tougher night than usual with the little one, and I ended up not being able to crawl into bed until about one in the morning. I cuddled with her this morning, after a night of less than perfect sleep, and while we cuddled and tried to prepare ourselves for the day ahead we listened to a beautiful CD my in laws gave us for Christmas. It is called "a child's prayer" and is a mix of beautiful primary songs for bedtime, it is so soft and sweet, and perfect for helping a tired baby rest.
As I sat there, holding my resting baby girl, a song came on that I love, and have always loved. But it touched me in a different way this morning.

Whenever I hear the song of a bird
Or look at the blue, blue sky,
Whenever I feel the rain on my face
Or the wind as it rushes by,
Whenever I touch a velvet rose
Or walk by a lilac tree,
I’m glad that I live in this beautiful world
Heavenly Father created for me.
He gave me my eyes that I might see
The color of butterfly wings.
He gave my ears that I might hear
The magical sound of things.
He gave me my life, my mind, my heart;
I thank Him rev’rently
For all his creations, of which I’m a part.
Yes, I know Heavenly Father loves me.
As it ended and I heard the words "For all the creations of which I'm a part" I looked down at little M and I started to cry. No matter how hard the nights are or how much she cries, I am so blessed to have her and I am so grateful for the Lord's hand in my life and for the many many blessings our family has.
Love you all.
Happy New Year, may we all find the beauty and joy in every day life this year!